Still Waiting

Friday, July 29, 2005

yesterday chang yu told me something interesting which i forget to tell u guys yesterday..

"eating a meal is like getting married. you have your own food and u look at others' food and think of how nice they would taste. haha... same like having a wife. when u have a wife, you look at other pple's wife and think they are great, and look at your own and think they suck."

lol... funny eh? XD

anyway.. today.. is a surprise. of cos i wldnt say it's pleasant or unpleasant. read on to find out.

had CO practice today as usual, nxt week would be FULL of practices lor... cos we're performing at VCH on 5th august. who wants tickets? please order quickly!! or slowly. doesnt matter, cos we've got lots of tickets available.. =)

oh ya.. the teachers told us to stay back and they have something to tell us(i mean the WHOLE co. it's quite small actually.)

ya.. they were announcing the newly appointed EXCO members. i was aiming for the quarter mistress post.(quarter mistress post is divided into two, scores and instruments.) why? because i used to be the aesthetic i/c.. aiya dunno how to spell la... "-_-. just in charge of the costumes lor. den quarter mistress is close to my forte ma... so..

anyways...(all dialouge below is said by li hui XD)

"quarter mistress for scores..."

*gets hopeful*

",dxvsc(forget wad name)"

me:....

"quarter mistress for instruments..."

*eyes open big big*

"mtdgk,snn(forget wad name oso, just tt its not mine la.)"

*feels like dying le. argh argh*

"ok.. now the secretary.."

not my name.

"welfare.."

hui lin!

"the sectional leader for percussion.."

zhenyong.

......

now i'm left with president seat and vice-president seat.

president is definitely chang yu, no doubt.

"ok now the vice president.. VP must assist the president in every way.. and help the president... the vice president is.."

*yawns.. too tired to listen.*

"HA-chooo!!!" (lol no la.. dun have this one.. joking de.. XD)

"haaaaa-i ling."

*claps from all over the room*

*eyes big big, too stunned to believe*

*wave washed over my brain.. adrenaline rush.*

"president.. chang yu!!!!"

*woots from all over the room. clapss*

pal.. haha..together once more.. lol.. i'll assist u =))

but still.. these seats are temporary, as they said.. so.. it'll still depends on our behaviour and everything.

shucks.. means i have to tuck in my shirt le. arghhh.

anyways. this opened another chapter of my life. and its definitely time to be more mature le.. take my maturity to a higher level.. and see everything in future as a challenge which i must accept gracefully and commit myself to school. studies and cca. n tuition. so perhaps now i shld be smiling.. there's no love for me to commit. so i wldnt be so strained.. but another side says.. "no one will be there for u when u're tired leh.. you don't have anyone to fall on to when u feel screwed.. there's no much motivation in life leh.."

well. i don't know.. but as what my GP teacher say, it's time to move on. just keep moving on.. my source of motivation would not come from love of my mr right already. i don't know where it'll come from, but i suppose it'll come from within me.

i don't feel that i deserve this VP post.. well. i'm not much of anything actually. and.. well =) who knows they may strip me of this post? it's not permanent anyways. so.. just let nature take its course. anyways.. it'll be an experience i can never forget. =)

-when are you coming back? ;